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posted by melissa 3/29/2004
welcome da 2004 school year :) im not sure if i shld be smiling or cryin.. it jus seemed like yesterday that i came in as a small pri one girl and in a flash almost 10 years has passed. its really quite scary if u think about it.. and e worst thing is that i feel like i haven accomplished much despite e long period of time.. yi shi wu cheng.. its really quite depressing :( and now im worried about e big Os. my brains are like totally empty and prelims are in 8 months! it may seem like a long time but its sure gonna pass real fast.. anyway, cca fair tmr.. gotta bring e class im counsellor for(one unity) around tmr from like 8 to 1?!? yupx. ok gtg alreadi.. realleh beat from riding trng.. Zzzz.Sunday
posted by melissa 1/02/2004
phew. a weekend packed's overr now.. had e competition at e bukit timah saddle club.. did ok.. tradetime was a gd boy! :) i love him ta bits! got a 4th fer prelim and 3rd fer best turned out.. so it was ok.. it was worth e money. gr8 experience. wont mind going dere to compete again. hahas, its compound's so much bigger than polo club, but i still like muh club better. heh. dint get to watch e fei jumping, but i heard it was realleh good. hmmm.. oh wells. i just realised that melissa ashdown not only can ride really well, she looks gr8 in all riding apparel and she can do e gymkhana stuff really well too!! sigh. multi-talented. (yes. im jealous of her..) plus, she's quite pretty too.. hahas. how did i come to this? oh yes.. im bored and crappin rubbish. decided nort to go fer trng todae cos i was really beat from e competition. wldnt haf been productive if i went anyway.. so mite as well get some rest and ride well in e pm. heh. cyn came down yest to watch!! -grins. we all sat at one table w our wonderful instructoR-CYn!!! hahas. had lotsa fun at e dinner.. all in all it was a gr8 weekend besides e running around and all.. *experiences good or bad help us to grow, stronger and stronger day by day* =)Tuesday
posted by melissa 11/30/2003
Name: Soh Junn Fern Melissa Kay
Birthday: 10 August
Hair : dark brown
Brothers/Sisters: one younger sister and two younger brothers.
Who lives with you: grandpa, parents and siblings..
When is your bedtime?: 11 to 6?
------------HAVE YOU---------------
*Ever been so drunk you blacked out : nah.
* Missed school : yea..
* Been hurt emotionally: guess so.. depends on e definition of ‘hurt’..
* Kept a secret from everyone: sort of..
* Had an imaginary friend: no
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: like NO!
* Cried during a Movie?: yeah.. some are realleh touchin..
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: yeah?? Slam dunk ones! Ahahas.
* Been on stage: yeah..
* Cut your hair?: erm.. yeah.. if not I’ll be like e amazon rainforest by now!
----------------FAVOURITES----------------
*Shampoo: Neutrogena?
*Colour: blue, green, almost all colours!!
*Night/Day: day cos its brite and night cos I love to gaze at e starrs.
*Lace or satin: cotton?
*Cartoon Character: eh.. dunno.
*Advertisment: no particular fav..
*Movie(s): lilo & stitch, rush hour and.. A walk to remember!!
*Numbers: 10,8?? Chink lucky number lah..
*Ice Cream: thin mint and lime sherbet though its realleh quite sour. Heh.
*Fave Drink: coke, gatorate (durin competiton), milo and H2O!!
--------RIGHT NOW---------
*Wearing: berms and sleeveless..
*Hair style: usual moppy bush..
*Thinking about: tmr..??
*Met someone new?: how new?? I met these 3 p6s hu came fer trng on mon.. asked me fer e way 2 e canteen. =P
*Cleaned your room: no..
*Do laundry: unless im forced to. Yeah.. im a bad girl. Ahahas.
*Do you drive?: im 15??..
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
*Yourself: heh. Most of e time..
*Santa Claus: not really anymore..
*Tooth Fairy: used to. :D
*Destiny/Fate: yupx
*Angels: I love ‘em.
*Ghosts: nooo.. well, not really.
*UFO: nah.
----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
*Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nono.
*Like anyone?: hmmm.. no??
*Who's the shyest: dunno..
*Who's the weirdest: I dun realleh assos w weird peeps.
*Who is the most dirty minded friend(s): huiying!!!
*Who do you cry to?: depends..
*When you cried the most: when I was realleh frustrated w muhself..
*Worst Feeling: loneliness and missing somebody..
*Who will reply to this email the fastest: im not sending this out.. putting it on da blog..
*Who did you send this to who won't respond: NA
*Who sent this to you: jade
*Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you: NA
*Time now: 5:25PM
*Last Word: :)
still bored.. -_-
posted by melissa 11/25/2003
LAST PERSON WHO...Monday
[Slept in your bed] : me??? And my lil bro if its nort countin me.
[Saw you cry] ridin class pple..
[Made you cry] : erm.. its kinda private lah..
[Spent the night at your house] : nobody..
[You went to the mall with] : mum.
[Yelled at you] :dad?? But that’s like last yr??
[Sent you an email] : my ridin friend in indo now, Claudia.
[Said they were going to kill you] : dun rem any.. but flor said she was gonna bite me. (she always says that.. ) :/
HAVE YOU EVER...
[Said "I love you" and meant it? ] : yeah of course.
[Been to New York?] : nope.
[Danced naked?] : no!
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it
happens the next day?] : no.. I seldom haf sweet dreams anyway, so its better that they dun happen. Hahas.!
[Stalked someone?] : nah.
[Had a mud bath?] : hahas. Nonono.
[Wished you were the opposite sex?] : yepps. Sometimes. Haha.
[Had an imaginary friend?] : nopee.
[Math or English?] : maths!! My English aint very good.. not to sae that my math is but.. u get the point..
[What are you going to do after you finish this
survey?] : read I Am King Of The Castle. ( I wanna do well fer my os lah.. )
[What was the last food you ate?] : egg tart. Heh. Sinful..
[Are you bored?] : yeah.. like, if not I wldnt be doin this..
[How many buddies are on?] : huh? Ok.. pple who know me know I dun chat and all so fer me, nobody’s on. Hahas. ;)
[Last noise you heard?] : birds chirping.
THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS...
[Last time you went out of the state] : last dec to indo...
[Lucky number?] : 10?? I dunno.. but last yr I kept getting 3 fer maths so I dun like it. Humph.
[Things you like in a girl/guy?] : character and personality? It really depends though.
[Do you have a crush on someone] : nope.
[Do they know?] : NA
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] : no.. but I love e horse im using fer e competiton! Tradetime! He’s muh boy. Hahas. Too bad I dun own him..
[What do you think of Ouija boards?] : not advisable to play. Quite freaky. Anyway, betta to believe than to take e risk ay? Rem wut father Edmund said.. I will neva let you go.. eee.. that’s really quite scary huh?
[What book are you reading now?] : king of the castle and ‘nights in rodanthe’
[What's on your mouse pad?] : lion king =)
[Favorite board game?] : scrabble.
[Favorite magazine?] : hmmm.. I dun really read mags.. but lime?? And e horse ones at the club. (yes.. im vereh horsey. Heh.)
[Favorite sound?] : nature ones..
[Worst feeling in the world?] : loneliness..
[What is the first thing you think of when you wake
in the morning?] : my horse!! No lah.. like wut I have to do fer e day and so on..
[Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters?] : dun like ‘em.
[How many rings before you answer?] : gees.. I dunn realleh count these u know..
[Future daughter's name?] : hahas. Dunno lah.. let me grow up first! Hahas.
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] : nah.. kinda allergic ta fur..
[If you could have any job you wanted, what
would it be] : riding instructor like cyn!! J last time I wanted to be a lawyer, but I dun think I can make it. Heh.
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?] ambi. J
[Do you type with your fingers on the right
keys?] huh??
[What's under your bed?] : dust. :/
[Favorite sport to watch] : tennis?? Cos I play it too..
[Did you have fun doing this] : erm.. do you really wanna know?? Heh. But it has helped me pass some time. Hahas.
yes.. im vereh bored as u can see..
posted by melissa 11/25/2003
argh. no time to update!! 4day ridin competition just ended. so tired and quite disappointed w muh performance but realleh happie fer cyn!! she got 1st in her advance a test!! -grins- love to see her smile so happily. hahas. mite be takin part in da btsc competiton on e 29 and 30 nov, if cyn allows me to. yupx. now gotta catch up w things happening in school.. kinda lost :/ yeah.. mite be quittin debate.. cant handle. besides, track, riding and tuition is enuff to keep muh whole wk occupied.. :( but.. I LOVE RIDING!!!Thursday
posted by melissa 11/17/2003
You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance
For someone that you'd met
And telling me how sorry you were,
Leaving so soon
And that you miss me sometimes,
When you're alone
Do I feel lonely too?
You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
We can't go on, holding on to time
Now that we're living separate lives
Well I have learnt to let you go
And if you lost your love for me,
You never let it show, oh no
There was no way to compromise
So now we're living
Now we're living separate lives
Ooh, it's so difficult, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall - you build that wall
Yes you build that wall - oh yes, you build that wall
And you make it stronger - no
posted by melissa 9/25/2003
ok. went 2 taka todae to walk around.. had lunch at east ocean and it so happened that marns went there too! ahahas. dint see her at first, but she messaged me to sae hi. so nice! haha. but then i had too leave right after that. bleahs. anyway, that was e onli thing i did i guess.. then i slacked, slacked. slacked! how constructive! :/ feel kinda bad.. while everyone is out there muggin away, im here.. lazin around.. sighs. gotta buck up... well, gtg fer now.. ~~Friday
posted by melissa 9/11/2003
fridayMonday
hey! RSAF open house yest. was really cool. :) gotta ride on e C130 and went to the cockpit for a glance. but.. i have ta write a report for miss tan. heh. saw some nice souvenirs but.. i had no money! ferget ta refill muh wallet. smarts rite?!?! barh. but the aerial show was quite impressive. learnt alot todae.. considering my uncle is a fighter pilot.. at least now i know wut he does and i saw e plane he flies! - the F-16!! yupx yupx.. was a fun day.. but but.. our class only got back to school at 8pm!! when everybody else had been prob home or on their way home already.. :( bus prob. e guy lost his way or smth??!! in s'pore?!? barh. was so tired and had to sit there like fools to wait fer e bus.. sigh. mrs koh looked totally worn out.. hmm.. yupx. guess that was pretty much all.. shall ask my uncle to buy e souvenirs fer me. ok. gtg. buaiz! ~~
thursday
got back my ppr today.. sigh. dropped by 5% this term.. gotta buck up manz.. dint get a single A.. 5 Bs, 1 C and 1 D.. sigh.. super lousy.. well, lessons and sept hols next wk.. betta use e best of them to study.. yupx.. .. -walks off to daze off at dunno wut- ~~~
posted by melissa 9/05/2003
whoohoo.. lotsa wk lately. been so busy dat i've had no time ta update.. nothin much act.. nothin ta really blog abt.. some matters are juz a little personal.. well, this morn went ta play tennis and got roasted on the way. heh. then came back and fell dead asleep to e music. then at 5, had riding trng.. was really tiring. and now am in front of da comp typing all this crap.. barh. can i ask? are dere real true friends ?? those dat wld be dere fer you whenever you need them through rain or shine? and they are really dere? they dont just promise you but never carry out their promise? i dunno. why do you do this to me? first you and i are just acquaintances, then we become close and we talk and message everyday.. happy happy happy. then suddenly you throw me aside and we become sudden 'strangers' again.. why?? you know i really care for you... and i'll always be by yr side when you need me. but its kinda sad when i dun understand wut you're tryin ta do.. im just confused. when will you treat me like your real friend??.. ~~~ walks off to gaze at the stars.. when i look at da stars, it seems all my troubles has been washed away that immediate time.. its a good feelin, and it is realleh relaxing....Friday
posted by melissa 9/01/2003
You ask me if I love youTuesday
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I see how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
posted by melissa 8/22/2003
im sooo tired after trng.. sigh. blame me on my bad physique and stamina.. barh. gotta improve.. on everything. riding, track-throwing and striding etc and studies!! okok.. got tuition soon.. =yawnz= heh.
posted by melissa 8/12/2003
