you're my angel.. =)

2004-03-29T01:38:00.000-08:00

melissa is busybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaahhhhh. help!! oops sorry. prob wont be bloggin anymore.. but blog-surfin's still on!! hahas. take care y'all. do sign muh gsbk though :)

2004-01-02T06:19:00.000-08:00

welcome da 2004 school year :) im not sure if i shld be smiling or cryin.. it jus seemed like yesterday that i came in as a small pri one girl and in a flash almost 10 years has passed. its really quite scary if u think about it.. and e worst thing is that i feel like i haven accomplished much despite e long period of time.. yi shi wu cheng.. its really quite depressing :( and now im worried about e big Os. my brains are like totally empty and prelims are in 8 months! it may seem like a long time but its sure gonna pass real fast.. anyway, cca fair tmr.. gotta bring e class im counsellor for(one unity) around tmr from like 8 to 1?!? yupx. ok gtg alreadi.. realleh beat from riding trng.. Zzzz.

2003-11-30T18:41:00.000-08:00

phew. a weekend packed's overr now.. had e competition at e bukit timah saddle club.. did ok.. tradetime was a gd boy! :) i love him ta bits! got a 4th fer prelim and 3rd fer best turned out.. so it was ok.. it was worth e money. gr8 experience. wont mind going dere to compete again. hahas, its compound's so much bigger than polo club, but i still like muh club better. heh. dint get to watch e fei jumping, but i heard it was realleh good. hmmm.. oh wells. i just realised that melissa ashdown not only can ride really well, she looks gr8 in all riding apparel and she can do e gymkhana stuff really well too!! sigh. multi-talented. (yes. im jealous of her..) plus, she's quite pretty too.. hahas. how did i come to this? oh yes.. im bored and crappin rubbish. decided nort to go fer trng todae cos i was really beat from e competition. wldnt haf been productive if i went anyway.. so mite as well get some rest and ride well in e pm. heh. cyn came down yest to watch!! -grins. we all sat at one table w our wonderful instructoR-CYn!!! hahas. had lotsa fun at e dinner.. all in all it was a gr8 weekend besides e running around and all.. *experiences good or bad help us to grow, stronger and stronger day by day* =)

2003-11-25T01:24:00.000-08:00

Name: Soh Junn Fern Melissa Kay
Birthday: 10 August
Hair : dark brown
Brothers/Sisters: one younger sister and two younger brothers.
Who lives with you: grandpa, parents and siblings..
When is your bedtime?: 11 to 6?

------------HAVE YOU---------------

*Ever been so drunk you blacked out : nah.
* Missed school : yea..
* Been hurt emotionally: guess so.. depends on e definition of ‘hurt’..
* Kept a secret from everyone: sort of..
* Had an imaginary friend: no
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: like NO!
* Cried during a Movie?: yeah.. some are realleh touchin..
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: yeah?? Slam dunk ones! Ahahas.
* Been on stage: yeah..
* Cut your hair?: erm.. yeah.. if not I’ll be like e amazon rainforest by now!

----------------FAVOURITES----------------

*Shampoo: Neutrogena?
*Colour: blue, green, almost all colours!!
*Night/Day: day cos its brite and night cos I love to gaze at e starrs.
*Lace or satin: cotton?
*Cartoon Character: eh.. dunno.
*Advertisment: no particular fav..
*Movie(s): lilo & stitch, rush hour and.. A walk to remember!!
*Numbers: 10,8?? Chink lucky number lah..
*Ice Cream: thin mint and lime sherbet though its realleh quite sour. Heh.
*Fave Drink: coke, gatorate (durin competiton), milo and H2O!!

--------RIGHT NOW---------

*Wearing: berms and sleeveless..
*Hair style: usual moppy bush..
*Thinking about: tmr..??
*Met someone new?: how new?? I met these 3 p6s hu came fer trng on mon.. asked me fer e way 2 e canteen. =P
*Cleaned your room: no..
*Do laundry: unless im forced to. Yeah.. im a bad girl. Ahahas.
*Do you drive?: im 15??..

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------

*Yourself: heh. Most of e time..
*Santa Claus: not really anymore..
*Tooth Fairy: used to. :D
*Destiny/Fate: yupx
*Angels: I love ‘em.
*Ghosts: nooo.. well, not really.
*UFO: nah.

----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

*Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nono.
*Like anyone?: hmmm.. no??
*Who's the shyest: dunno..
*Who's the weirdest: I dun realleh assos w weird peeps.
*Who is the most dirty minded friend(s): huiying!!!
*Who do you cry to?: depends..
*When you cried the most: when I was realleh frustrated w muhself..
*Worst Feeling: loneliness and missing somebody..
*Who will reply to this email the fastest: im not sending this out.. putting it on da blog..
*Who did you send this to who won't respond: NA
*Who sent this to you: jade
*Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you: NA

*Time now: 5:25PM
*Last Word: :)

still bored.. -_-

2003-11-25T01:06:00.000-08:00

LAST PERSON WHO...

[Slept in your bed] : me??? And my lil bro if its nort countin me.
[Saw you cry] ridin class pple..
[Made you cry] : erm.. its kinda private lah..
[Spent the night at your house] : nobody..
[You went to the mall with] : mum.
[Yelled at you] :dad?? But that’s like last yr??
[Sent you an email] : my ridin friend in indo now, Claudia.
[Said they were going to kill you] : dun rem any.. but flor said she was gonna bite me. (she always says that.. ) :/

HAVE YOU EVER...

[Said "I love you" and meant it? ] : yeah of course.
[Been to New York?] : nope.
[Danced naked?] : no!
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it
happens the next day?] : no.. I seldom haf sweet dreams anyway, so its better that they dun happen. Hahas.!
[Stalked someone?] : nah.
[Had a mud bath?] : hahas. Nonono.
[Wished you were the opposite sex?] : yepps. Sometimes. Haha.
[Had an imaginary friend?] : nopee.
[Math or English?] : maths!! My English aint very good.. not to sae that my math is but.. u get the point..
[What are you going to do after you finish this
survey?] : read I Am King Of The Castle. ( I wanna do well fer my os lah.. )
[What was the last food you ate?] : egg tart. Heh. Sinful..
[Are you bored?] : yeah.. like, if not I wldnt be doin this..
[How many buddies are on?] : huh? Ok.. pple who know me know I dun chat and all so fer me, nobody’s on. Hahas. ;)
[Last noise you heard?] : birds chirping.

THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS...

[Last time you went out of the state] : last dec to indo...
[Lucky number?] : 10?? I dunno.. but last yr I kept getting 3 fer maths so I dun like it. Humph.
[Things you like in a girl/guy?] : character and personality? It really depends though.
[Do you have a crush on someone] : nope.
[Do they know?] : NA
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] : no.. but I love e horse im using fer e competiton! Tradetime! He’s muh boy. Hahas. Too bad I dun own him..
[What do you think of Ouija boards?] : not advisable to play. Quite freaky. Anyway, betta to believe than to take e risk ay? Rem wut father Edmund said.. I will neva let you go.. eee.. that’s really quite scary huh?
[What book are you reading now?] : king of the castle and ‘nights in rodanthe’
[What's on your mouse pad?] : lion king =)
[Favorite board game?] : scrabble.

[Favorite magazine?] : hmmm.. I dun really read mags.. but lime?? And e horse ones at the club. (yes.. im vereh horsey. Heh.)
[Favorite sound?] : nature ones..
[Worst feeling in the world?] : loneliness..
[What is the first thing you think of when you wake
in the morning?] : my horse!! No lah.. like wut I have to do fer e day and so on..
[Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters?] : dun like ‘em.
[How many rings before you answer?] : gees.. I dunn realleh count these u know..
[Future daughter's name?] : hahas. Dunno lah.. let me grow up first! Hahas.
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] : nah.. kinda allergic ta fur..
[If you could have any job you wanted, what
would it be] : riding instructor like cyn!! J last time I wanted to be a lawyer, but I dun think I can make it. Heh.
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?] ambi. J
[Do you type with your fingers on the right
keys?] huh??
[What's under your bed?] : dust. :/
[Favorite sport to watch] : tennis?? Cos I play it too..
[Did you have fun doing this] : erm.. do you really wanna know?? Heh. But it has helped me pass some time. Hahas.

yes.. im vereh bored as u can see..

2003-11-17T04:45:00.000-08:00

argh. no time to update!! 4day ridin competition just ended. so tired and quite disappointed w muh performance but realleh happie fer cyn!! she got 1st in her advance a test!! -grins- love to see her smile so happily. hahas. mite be takin part in da btsc competiton on e 29 and 30 nov, if cyn allows me to. yupx. now gotta catch up w things happening in school.. kinda lost :/ yeah.. mite be quittin debate.. cant handle. besides, track, riding and tuition is enuff to keep muh whole wk occupied.. :( but.. I LOVE RIDING!!!

2003-09-25T03:54:00.000-07:00

You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance
For someone that you'd met
And telling me how sorry you were,
Leaving so soon
And that you miss me sometimes,
When you're alone
Do I feel lonely too?

You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
We can't go on, holding on to time
Now that we're living separate lives

Well I have learnt to let you go
And if you lost your love for me,
You never let it show, oh no
There was no way to compromise
So now we're living
Now we're living separate lives

Ooh, it's so difficult, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall - you build that wall
Yes you build that wall - oh yes, you build that wall
And you make it stronger - no

2003-09-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

ok. went 2 taka todae to walk around.. had lunch at east ocean and it so happened that marns went there too! ahahas. dint see her at first, but she messaged me to sae hi. so nice! haha. but then i had too leave right after that. bleahs. anyway, that was e onli thing i did i guess.. then i slacked, slacked. slacked! how constructive! :/ feel kinda bad.. while everyone is out there muggin away, im here.. lazin around.. sighs. gotta buck up... well, gtg fer now.. ~~

2003-09-05T20:00:00.000-07:00

friday
hey! RSAF open house yest. was really cool. :) gotta ride on e C130 and went to the cockpit for a glance. but.. i have ta write a report for miss tan. heh. saw some nice souvenirs but.. i had no money! ferget ta refill muh wallet. smarts rite?!?! barh. but the aerial show was quite impressive. learnt alot todae.. considering my uncle is a fighter pilot.. at least now i know wut he does and i saw e plane he flies! - the F-16!! yupx yupx.. was a fun day.. but but.. our class only got back to school at 8pm!! when everybody else had been prob home or on their way home already.. :( bus prob. e guy lost his way or smth??!! in s'pore?!? barh. was so tired and had to sit there like fools to wait fer e bus.. sigh. mrs koh looked totally worn out.. hmm.. yupx. guess that was pretty much all.. shall ask my uncle to buy e souvenirs fer me. ok. gtg. buaiz! ~~
thursday
got back my ppr today.. sigh. dropped by 5% this term.. gotta buck up manz.. dint get a single A.. 5 Bs, 1 C and 1 D.. sigh.. super lousy.. well, lessons and sept hols next wk.. betta use e best of them to study.. yupx.. .. -walks off to daze off at dunno wut- ~~~

2003-09-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

whoohoo.. lotsa wk lately. been so busy dat i've had no time ta update.. nothin much act.. nothin ta really blog abt.. some matters are juz a little personal.. well, this morn went ta play tennis and got roasted on the way. heh. then came back and fell dead asleep to e music. then at 5, had riding trng.. was really tiring. and now am in front of da comp typing all this crap.. barh. can i ask? are dere real true friends ?? those dat wld be dere fer you whenever you need them through rain or shine? and they are really dere? they dont just promise you but never carry out their promise? i dunno. why do you do this to me? first you and i are just acquaintances, then we become close and we talk and message everyday.. happy happy happy. then suddenly you throw me aside and we become sudden 'strangers' again.. why?? you know i really care for you... and i'll always be by yr side when you need me. but its kinda sad when i dun understand wut you're tryin ta do.. im just confused. when will you treat me like your real friend??.. ~~~ walks off to gaze at the stars.. when i look at da stars, it seems all my troubles has been washed away that immediate time.. its a good feelin, and it is realleh relaxing....

2003-08-22T19:12:00.000-07:00

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I see how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

2003-08-12T03:16:00.000-07:00

im sooo tired after trng.. sigh. blame me on my bad physique and stamina.. barh. gotta improve.. on everything. riding, track-throwing and striding etc and studies!! okok.. got tuition soon.. =yawnz= heh.

2003-08-10T03:40:00.000-07:00

:) had my bday bbq yesterdae.. w e poos.. hahaz.. honestly, i think we shld change da name.. it sounds funny.. heh.. anyway, bloated. but took many pics and had fun.. they gave me a black nike basketball drifit tee which is like soooo nice!!! thank you!!!! hahaz.. today spent my bdaay at tuiton fer half e time.. humph. but mum ordered pizza fer dinner.. hmmm.. fattening!! but nvm. only once a yr.. hahaz.. okok.. will blog later.. :)

2003-08-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

hey!! haven been here in a long time.. busy w skoolwk.. hmmm, had sec 4 farewell fer track 2dae.. was fun and yet sad, cos they're leaving.. think i'll really miss them loads. they were all dressed so nicely.. and e rest of us were mostly in clubtee and shorts. and i was tarzan. was ok, juz except tt tarzan fergot wut "he" was supposed to do so we all just jumped arnd like monkeys. heh. we also had barbie and ken and f4.. hahaz.. was veri funny. sigh. to think tt this is our last yr performing. next yr, we'll be e ones leaving! but i really think tt we've managed to fanally gel together as ONE UNITED TRACK TEAM. at least we're bonded more than we were in sec one.. miss lim gave a speech and said smthg abt e friendship and things we gain from bein in this track team that will be w us for the rest of our lives.. i really think tt is true.. we shld and cherish all tt we have and enjoy!! :) i love sn track!
we are one sn track, one track team strong and tough.. a thousand different events, ~ in unity. we will strive together, together foot and hand.. as one united track team.. sn track, you're our pride..
:) :) :) :) :)
And i hope you've had.. the time of your life.

2003-08-01T19:32:00.000-07:00

im soo borred... nothin much ta blog these daes... hmmm... fluid fusion was realleh nice!! everybody dressed up. i felt so under dressed in jeans and tee... :/ well, then fer e first time e tchrs were 'serving us'!! offered us e program booklet!! heh heh.. so fun.. dun mind if they do it more often. many were dressed really nicely.. all in all it was good. okok.. gotta run now!!

2003-07-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

is s.m.g super slow or just down??.. cant sign any gbks at all! they keep tellin me i cant sign this fast wen e last time i've tried signing is yest! wut crap?! bah. ferget it. im so bored.. got gastric pains also.. damn painful.. sigh. well, yet another week starts tmr.. i.. will survive. :/

2003-07-25T19:01:00.000-07:00

woohoo~~ its been a wk since i last blogged.. been a hectic wk though.. tests and presentations.. bah. at least they're over now.. yeah.. okok.. shall blog later tonight.. ;)

2003-07-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

SN TRACK N FIELD - ACHIEVE WITH ATTITUDE~~

2003-07-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

fri
evaluation.. was realleh.. sad.. dint realise dat we were so disunited.. everybody spoke of their true feelins and it got kinda emotional, but it was good. i guess we're all more aware of everything now.. i think we shld all wk hard to be united and KEEP THE SN TRACK AND FIELD FLAME BLAZING.. :)
todae
track outing was realleh fun!~ everybody played and were interacting well. no matter wut, we are still teammates afterall.. and i think its a gd step 2wards us becomin more united as ONE team.. yepp, GO ST NICKS!! hahaz, the items were realleh nice and throwers one was realleh funny.. and study group 5 won da sandcastle building comp!! yey.. my grp!! with our leader, gloria.. hahaz.. we digged until we reached the water bed to show our determination!! heh. the teachers and coaches team won the best story thanks to mr paul's story!! hahaz.. all in all todae was a gd dae.. now, im tired....... *yawnz* heh heh.

2003-07-16T06:51:00.000-07:00

ST NICKS – DOUBLE CHAMPS!!! :)

2003-07-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

nats final dae tmr!! so exciting!! will be goin there at 7am to tie da banner then cum baq ta skool at 945 fer lesson then leave again at 1130 to get everythin ready.. which is kinda a bad plan act cos its realleh quite a waste of time.. but anyhow, im sure tmr'll be da best dae in this entire yr so far!! *grinz* =))

2003-07-15T00:49:00.000-07:00

im bored.. retakin pics w manya again tmr cos muh hair was realleh messy and it was veri rushed.. yupp, muz remember ta comb muh hair nicely.. heh.. ;)

2003-07-12T20:22:00.000-07:00

The Discus Throw

Basic Objectives

To throw the discus as far as possible using a sidearm throw that can be executed from a standing or spinning position.

Rules

The throw must begin inside the ring and also end inside the ring. Click here to see an illustration of a discus ring. Any infractions are called "fouls." You must enter and exit from the back of the ring.

Basic Techniques of Throwing

Holding the Discus

Imagine that the discus is a clock face and hold it out from your waist with your left hand. Put your right index finger a little past where twelve would be on a clock face. Rest your thumb and your other fingers comfortably on the discus. The index finger should be over the edge of the discus. The thumb does not have to be. Click here to see an illustration.

Standing Position

Stand with your feet about shoulder width apart or whatever is comfortable. Click here to see foot placement. Bend your knees and get down as low as you can without bending your back.

Throwing the Discus

Twist your upper body around so that you are at least facing the back of the ring. (Your lower body should be in the same position as in the previous section.) Still keeping your upper body back, drive your legs and then your hips into the throw. Your abdomen should come next, followed by your left shoulder. Your left arm should be rigid and should lead your right shoulder followed by your right arm and the discus. The discus should come off of your index finger and out of the front of the hand. The important thing to remember is that this throw is a full body throw, not just an arm throw.

The Spin

With the spin, you do the same as you did for the standing throw, only you add a simple spin before it. Your foot movement should go in the path of a backwards seven. Click here for an illustration.

The spin should begin at the back of the ring with your body facing the back of the ring. Click here to see foot placement. Twist the body so that the upper body is facing the right side of the ring. (Your right.) Spin on your left foot, leading with your hip and not your left shoulder, and land on your right foot. Click here to see an illustration. Spin on your right foot and land with your left foot so that you are in the standing position. (Also called "Power Position") Proceed with the steps listed above.

cool huh?? got it on the Net while browsing ard.. heh heh. ;)

2003-07-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

ok. got back other part of english... got onli a 67%.. but guess its ok.. so now im so dead cos i calculated muh marks and it has dropped 5% from e last ppr results.. so so screwed now.. gotta pull up muh socks manz.. they're too low.. haha.. whatever.. im just crapping here.. tuition yesterdae was ok.. did circular measure. ok, just that gotta memorise e formulas and do many many questions. riding was not too bad. but was caught in e rain.. hope muh flu doesnt come back again cos i've just almost fully recovered.. argh.. tests are comin up againn!! - but then again, isnt that a common occurance in sec sch life?? =( ok, gotta go study now.. tata~~

2003-07-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

ok. recap.. sat.
listening. wasnt too bad, except fer e fact that i had a bad flu and everything seemed all muffled up and i nearly cldnt breathe with muh stuffed nose, sitting rite in front under da stupid blasting fan!! argh.. hope i heard correctly manz.. if nort, im so so dead.. sigh. then went home cos was nort feelin well, plus i dint bring muh attire fer trng. yupx, so went home and slept e whole dae away.. was so tired..
sunday
nothin much. still dying frm irritatin flu.. =(
monday
went to play tennis in the morning.. was ok... hit pretty well, at least was nort as lousy as the last time.. heh heh.. then went out fer lunch at swensens, but cos of da stupid flu, all e flavourful and tasty food had completely no taste to me.. so.. i was like eating bland food with absolutely no taste. so miserable...to think that was bad enaf, nope. smthg even worse happened durin muh riding lesson. first i cldnt control e horse=which is nothing new in muh case.. and was dunno doing wad nonsense.. then the worst thing comes, cyn got kicked by watercolours!! manz, she fell to the ground and was crying.. was damn hard lorx the impact, but it wasnt full impact yet.. if nort.. goodness knows wad wld happen manz.. sigh.. luckily she's ok.. then helped her out then hadta leave. wanted to stay but couldnt.. actually thats nort the full content story but its realli too long so i'll save the details cos you wldnt understand muh horsey lang anyway.. hahaz... but luckily shhe's ok.. she means so much to me.. nothing can happen to her!! ok.. ferget that..
manya: yepp!~!i wanna take too!! when?? - hahaz.. gonna take pic with marns.. yey!! :) im crazy..... bah.
today.nothin much in class.. except tt i failed lit by one stupid mark so cldnt maintain all 8 passes fer all 8 subjects!! sigh.. anyway, guess its over.. just gotta wk harder.. humph.

2003-07-04T05:40:00.000-07:00

sigh. feelin unwell.. will blog when im betta.. O's cl listening's tomms.. hope i can concentrate.. sigh.. =( wanna get a1.........

2003-06-30T18:10:00.000-07:00

its so freakin long to log in to da e pebble portal.. so irritating!! argh...

2003-06-30T07:09:00.000-07:00

ok.. todae sucked totally.. was tired frm school, then, met w e support group. went straight fer riding.. got scolded lyk mad. yupp. again. sigh. what must i do?? im so argh now.. dun wanna blog now.. e learning tmr.. but still must get up so early!! argh....

2003-06-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

ok. let mie start. thursdae.
we did some softball stuff, was done in like one hr?? then we went ta e gym to do some general exercises. saw manya there. cos she was not feelin well.. (takkaire ok??) then we were doin e rod thingy and she was so cute, wanted to try it. so i helped her.. but i think it was a little heavy fer her.. but not bad fer a first time. well done dear!! hahaz... ok, so then after tt juz sort of rotted till e end of trng. but there was smthg to look forward to!! the throwers' bbq!! yey.. after trng, we went to east coast fer e bbq. ate so much manz... die.. anyway, i was cooking most of e time w a few of them and it was realli fun!! da rest sort of crapped and played.. was damn funny.. then some of them went to play bumper cars while a few of us were there at the pit and i was trying to save the fire.. heh.. it was going to die off you see.. we had potato salad, bee hoon, prawns, sambal stingrays, pork, sausages!! yummilicious!! pigged out.. the teachers went w us-ms e.lim and mr tan.. they were v nice, bought us 12 bottles of drinks and bought everything we needed.. hahaz.. and mr tan made curry.. it was not bad actually.. heh.. then at abt 11 went home. reached home and did e normal routine, eat, rot, sleep.. sighs. i shld try to change dat.. heh heh. so was rather tired as well.. but it was realli fun!! think da throwers are much more bonded now... *winks*
friday.what did i do?.. hmmm... ok, rotted rotted rotted and slacked slacked slacked. bah. dint feel like doin anything.. did some hw, but very little. went ta eat jap food fer dinner. not a big fan of it but it was not bad.. then came back to watch tv and rot again!
todae..
trng at 8. though i dint train.. cld hardly open muh eyes!! then had to discuss e stuff fer nats... am doin e taxi groupings now.. its quite a headache actually.. must thank those who did it fer us last yr. now its muh turn... hahaz.. but i guess it'll improve my organisational skills?? im suddenly so optimistic.. hahaz... siaoz... anyway, then went home, slept cos had a headache. then got up, accompanied muh bros and dad to swimming.. i watched them and nearly fell asleep again.. tried to do some hw but got distracted-- yupx, again.. argh. science tuition tmr and a whole lot of hw to do by tmr!!! dead, totally dying and will be dead soon.. :/
ok. things to do-- bring construction paper on mon, be prepared to see many red marks fer e review tests, write notes to muh gd gd gd friends fer nats... finish hw, rot-- fav pastime now.. thats pretty much all.. ok, shall go roam around now... =))

2003-06-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

went fer tennis in da morning.. was quite tiring and hot and i wasnt close ta performing at all.. most balls either dint cross or it'll be way out... gees. anyway, then went fer ridin at 6. was ok but still gotta improve loads ta meet the expectations... anyhow, im realli tired now. trng tmr, then bbq!! yey!! =smilez=

2003-06-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

hahaz.. ok.. was early fer trng todae.. think almost everybody was after e sat scare... hahaz... nothing much todae... playing tennis tmr... yey... love it!! =)

2003-06-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

ok. tmr muz go early fer trng.. cannot be late!! no more 5 rds manz.. tiring!! heh.. ok.. so todae nothin much.. went fer riding.. concentrated on e flexion and gettin e bend. was quite bad in e sense tt i cldnt get it fully, but neither cld muh frens so i suppose its ok?? wait. who m i kidding?? its nort ok!! but shall wk harder on tt.. ok... trng tmr... gtg fer now!! =)
i love horse riding!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-06-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

im nort gonna be late fer trng again!! i shld haf juz taken a bus.. sigh. anyway, punishment was 5 rds rd da track under e scorchin hot sun!! thot there wun be so much runnin until prep fer next yr's napfa but who asked mie to be late?? caused e whole level ta run2 rds also... so sorrie.. i wun be late again.. in fact this is e 1st time i've been late... and e last!! i promise.. unless absolutely necessary! yes. i wun be late again.. anyway, was realli dead beat after e run... b4 tt, helped w e support team stuff... now i know what e support team did when i was competing.. must realli thank them... so after trng, went home and had a long long bathe. was so refreshing. but so much fer refreshing, i fell asleep watching channelnewsasia!! there was honestly nothin ta watch... anyway, stoned e whole day.. cldnt sleep in peace... was so hot. i was sweating!! argh. ferget abt that... so nothin much... but muz do tuition hw tmr... tuition on mon i think... yet another series of functions.... gtg now... =))
I LOVE YA JUST DA WAY YOU ARE....... :)

2003-06-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

hey.. no, muh instructor doesnt haf a prob w her armpit hair.. trust to think of such things.. sighs... neva mind lah.. its partly muh fault too.. i cld haf done betta.. yeah... anyway, rotted in e morn then went ta skool ta haf mtg w miss low at 230pm.. but she started at 3?? i reached at 2 so waited fer a whole hr??... then she started talkin and said what she doesnt wanna confirm e mexco and pexco lists now, she wants to give everyone another chance so we'll be doin some stuff next term.. hope it wun be too much, cos skool wk's goona kill too! then took a bus home.. was sooo hot!! then met da poos fer dinner.. crapped as usual.. flor was extra out of her mind todae?? laughed at her own jokes dat were.. not so funny?? but we ended up laughing at her actions instead.. whatever it is, it was fun... =) then came home and watched tv. trng tmr.. but nort trng.. hafta help prepare e stuff fer e nats finals.. yeah.. so shld be ok...
manya: hahaz.. thanks.. much betta now.. cold's nort so bad and dint cough so much too! yeah, so see you at trng!! -hug- :)

2003-06-19T07:16:00.000-07:00

nothin much todae.. terrible cramps and flu.. gosh. i wish it'll all be over vv soon.. anyway, slacked whole day.. half da time agonising... stomach damn pain... argh! but then, cldnt concentrate so hw wasnt touched again todae... another wasted day.. dint go trng also.. cos of e pain and e flu... well, tmr afternoon i've got a mtg w miss low. act its fer all exco nominees... wonder what its fer.. hmmm... anyway, after tt is dinner w flor, huiyi and meryl... yeah... ok... im dying here... laters...

2003-06-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

back from riding.. was ok todae.. first part cyn was alreadi pissed and stressed cos of work matters then e horse hadnt warmed up yet and i hadnt warmed up too so was like doin e wrong things and it kinda made her headache worse.. yikes.. dint mean ta do tt to her.. i tried my very best fer her! then it got better.. i got the horse to move forwardly in da trot and got the flexion to e inside then my canter wasnt bad also.. was very forward, esp on e long sides.. was quite surprised actually.. but it can alwaes be better... hmmm... poor cyn, she's so stressed out.. wish i could make her happier... hope my improvin ridin has made her feel better?? dunno, but im a happier person now.. well.. ok.. gonna watch tv now.. yupx.. =)
I COULD NEVA HAF COME TIS FAR WITHOUT YOU....

2003-06-18T00:27:00.000-07:00

Argh! im so bored... at home alone now... watchin tv and commenting on da show to nobody.. bah. dun wanna do hw.. get sick e moment i see it... so much somemore!! argh... bored bored bored... riding's at 6... another 2 and a half hrs!! so loooong more... sigh.

2003-06-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU??...

2003-06-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

trng todae. as usual nothin much, was pretty much done b4 four.. i hate this. fer throwers, onli those in nats can throw, then wad abt e rest of us?? yes, we're nort gd enaf fer nats and tts bad enaf.. yet, he stops us frm throwin. we'll just becum worse! esp me. i need to train! so this is wad i get fer trng soo hard: no throwing and sheer deprovement down e road... why?? its unfair! then i mite as well nort train and go fer muh riding.. and then after nats when we get back ta normal trng, he'll reprimand us abt our lousy throwing and it'll be our fault again... dunno lah.. i realli dun care at this point. since he doesnt care abt e rest of us aniwae. all he cares abt is nurturing e elite ones, e not so gd ones can just become worse fer all he cares.. ferget it manz.. im nort gonna try so hard anymore, its pointless now... i dunno. somebody help me... im tryin 2 look on e bright side, but no matter how hard i look and try to convince muhself tt e sider's bright. it juz isnt bright, to me...

2003-06-16T07:23:00.000-07:00

here. get this. i can always cheer other pple up and encourage 'em but i can nvr do tt fer muhself... funny ritez?? ~sighs a million times~ yea right....

2003-06-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

WHY DOES IT ALWAYS TURN OUT THIS WAY??!!
gosh. got scolded like mad again by cyn durin ridin.. she said muh arms are too strong and pullin too hard on e horse's mouth. but im a thrower!! im not supposed to haf weak arms.. argh.. i try so hard fer her, i really do but it doesnt seem to wk at all!!!! :( i realli dunno wut 2 do now.. im really gonna gif up soon.. im gettin more and more demoralised. e prob is tt i try and yet im not improvin alot, instead, e adverse effects, demoralisation and gettin cyn all pissed off every single lesson.. ITS ALL MUH FAULT. yupx.. what should i do?? i dun wanna gif up.. after all, i've cum this far... i dunno. im just confused now. i dunno how ta make her happie.. no idea at all. i try real hard, and she's not satisfied. even worse, she gets angry. and i just get more demoralised.. e cycle goes on and on and things just get worse... sumtimes, i wonder whether she appreciates me at all.(long story...) somebody save me! I CANT GIVE UP! I CANT AFFORD TO , but yet, things arent goin my way at all.. I DUNNO WUT TO DO...

2003-06-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

I want to help you and see you JUMP OVER ALL OBSTACLES, growin stronger day by day....
nothin much happened todae.. but yesterdae!! went to watch 'how to lose a guy in 10 days'.. vv nice, highly recommended. then went off to acs barker to catche twelfth night play by acjc... was really good.. well, many of my friends practically fell in love with sebastian... well, the production was really good.. malvolio was chao funny i tell you... e guy acting was somewhat like 'kuma'!! but very very funny... hahaz... down w a cold... irritating manz... but anyway, thats been pretty -sneezes thrice- much all. oh gosh, go away cold.. you're making me tear, not as if there arent other things which can make me do so now..... and im sneezing non stop... argh!! laters then... -blows nose and feels totally miserable- =(

2003-06-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

i've tried muh best to make u happy, but nothin seems to wk. im goin crazy! pls just once appreciate me, before i give up tryin.. tryin fer you.........................

2003-06-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

oh man... todae just sucked after my horse riding. b4 tt went 2 watch WHAT A GIRL WANTS.. was very nice.. then went 4 horse riding.. got scolded lyk mad by muh teacher and no matter how hard i tried, it dint seem to please her or even be of any use.. why muz i screw up e dae??.. i wanted to make her happy! not e direct opposite!! arghs. -knocks head on wall- if this carries on, im gonna gif up one dae.... but not now,=. i still got chance... tata~~

2003-06-09T07:35:00.000-07:00

bah. got friggin math and geog lessons plus math olympiad tmr... shall go sleep early so tt i can wake up tmr!!! =)

2003-06-08T18:51:00.000-07:00

im back!! ok.. blogger was down so let me recall wat happened on sat first... ok... had comp at cck stadium.... was not TOO bad... threw 19m for discus.. to look on e brighter side, at least my hand dint fall off!!! hahaz... ok.... then afetr tt we were going to watch a movie(me,valencia and pathatai) but they were all sold out so we just roamed ard... then had dinner at macs... then we saw wanx, jiadi and a few others.. they were on their way home... then soon after tt we went home too... was so sleepy tt i fell asleep right after my bath!! eeps... heh heh...
ok. now sunday... i woke up at 6am! to go the e bukit timah saddle club to watch e horse riding championships.. i helped my instructor, cynthia w her horse and her stuff. in e morning after watching, we washed him up and then did e plaits 4 her horse, hamilton or hammy for short. hahaz... ok.. then 2 syces(stable helpers) started fighting. the real type we see on tv.. e bigger one punched e smaller one to e ground until pple had to pull them apart!! oh my gosh!! so scary!! ok... after tt 'chiller', we had a drink at e clubhouse and then we took a cab home... i had lunch then set off for e club at 150pm to help cynthia cos she was riding.. act i took e cab there... but w my luck, e stupid taxi driver dint know how ta go there and we had to stop and i checked e street directory 4 him, showed it 2 him and he still dint understand!! so angry!!!!!!!! but when he finally got it and we reached e club, ha charged me full price!!!! + all e waiting time!!!! argh! ok.... 4get abt tt... so then i looked 4 cynthia and she taught me how ta use her video cam... very gd one... i had to help her video her tests... was fun.... i also held on to her drink and towel and passed it to her when she wanted them... b4 e prize presentation, my friends, amanda and abigail, and i were playing w her video cam and zoomin in and out on pple's faces to look for pimples... hahaz... sounds lame but it was very fun!!!! heh heh... then i had to go film e prize presentation!! cynthia got 2nd for e novice test and champion 4 the elementary test!!! yey!!! so happy for her!!! hahaz... e highlights of e dae were e showjumping demonstration and e freestyle to music test tt requires a high level of skill... the competitors were so goood!! i wish i cld be like them too........... hahaz... ok anyway, then we went 4 dinner at e clubhouse and then i took a cab home w cynthia... was very tired but it was a gd experience and i learnt many things... i hope e next time, i will be able to compete and do cynthia proud!!! many other things happened but i cant explain them in detail... but one thing cynthia said was very true... 'Winning is not everything, its what u get from e experience tt matters'... now isnt that so true? she told me tt to her, winning is not everythin, e process is... and 4 tt, to me, she is a true sportswoman and i know tt i'll always look up to her as i've always have.... gtg.... bye... hope u have learnt smthg from readin this particular entry... =) hammy's so cute!!!! heh heh.... =))

2003-06-06T06:28:00.000-07:00

ok. todae dint do much.. had e prize presentation todae.. was ok.. then hadta do e speech cos i haven done it yet.. and i got a b3. -faints- bah. anywaez.. hahaz, got competition tmr.. surprisingly im not very nervous now.. but knowing me, i alwaez get e butterflies just b4 e comp.. haiz.. ok.. last dae of school.. but somehow i dun feel anythin.. as in im not excited at all.. maybe its cos we still got many many make up lessons???!!! argh. but think its good.... hmmm... ok... shall go browsing ard and get ready 4 tmr!!! tata.

2003-06-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

whee!!! e review tests r FINALLY OVER!!! yes.. its relaxation time alas.... hahaz.. dint go for trng todae cos had e maths olympiad trng session.. i must admit tt im not olympiad material.. cldnt get e least grasp of wat e teacher was talkin abt.. sigh... well, we got our ppr todae.. i improved so rather happy abt that. hmmm... competition this saturdae... discus. rather nervous cos its my best event and im really afraid tt my arm would give way.. but i'll just try my best!!! yeah.. go melissa!!! hahaz.. .. okok.. shall roam around now... ... =)

2003-05-30T07:14:00.000-07:00

okie. its e 2nd dae of our review tests and im here bloggin??.. sheesh.. but hey its friday, so suppose its alright ta sneak online 4 a while.. totally stressed now manz.. its like i think im gonna do badly 4 all e tests.. was rather diappointed w my a math.. cldnt do it confidently. same goes 4 ss todae.. this is just so bad!!! guess i'll just have ta study harder now.. well.. dun think i'll be going 4 trng tmr.. its like mr paul onli cares abt those going 4 nationals.. e rest of us can just go shake our ears! he dint even let us throw! we're throwers and he asked us to go play some basketball?? my gosh. i was so demoralised.. plus, i have national juniors on e 7th of june and he tells us now to go play bball?? i need ta practice!! if not, my discus wld probably go way out and my hand wld probably fly along.. as usual.. cos of my stupid injury.. i totally cant make it.. my arm will prob fly out b4 anythin else happens!! oh wells.. just gotta try i guess.. hmmm.. gotta study hard man.. so gotta go!! laters... =)

2003-05-24T22:01:00.000-07:00

whee!~just came back from camp last night.. was so sleepy i went ta sleep early and e moment i was on e bed, i zonked out totally with a wink of e eye! hmmm.. e camp was really quite fun.. yanni was in my grp. i had fun thinking of e cheers and stuff w her.. then we had this drama presentation during e camp fire.. and i was e lion.. yeah.. hahaz.. go on. laugh.. i dun think i looked like a lion cos we dint have gd props.. mr phee asked me if i was a kungfu master and somebody said i looked like a sushi chef.. so u see??.. but it was really fun!! our grp combined with shauna's grp 4 e drama and shauna got an award!!! well done there!! basically, it was an fruitful experience and e teachers of st nicks are so dedicated!! but now its back ta serious business cos exams start on thursday. yup.. so will have ta make up 4 lost time now.. ok. gotta go get ready 4 science tuition now........... tata~~ =)

2003-05-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

ok.. just finished packing my bag 4 camp.. will end on sat night. frankly, i really dun like camps.. haiz.. but its a leadership one so hope it'll be good.. hahaz.. after trng todae.. we poos were crapping again and we deduced tt flor is f.o.f.. heh heh.. i cant sae wat it means or she'll murder me! but it was really fun and relaxing after e tough trng cos of e super hot sun.. ok.. so will be going 4 camp after school at east coast.. will blog when i come back.. =)

2003-05-21T06:11:00.000-07:00

help!! im aching now.. had ta do some tough drills 4 ridin todae.. totally dead tired now.. haiz.. oh well.. got this 'zong ting xie' on fri 4 e whole 3a.. gonna die manz.. hahaz.. ok.. anyway.. gotta go practice my math now.. -sian- =)

2003-05-21T00:38:00.000-07:00

hey!! just had lunch.. hmmm.. bought fried chicken in school todae.. so sinful!! argh!! hahaz.. but it was DELICIOUS.. hahz.. well.. yesterday had trng then had ta rush 4 math tuition where i nearly died trying ta do e coord geom qns and memorising e ratio theorem.. which i still cant remember by the way.. -jeepers-.. oh wells.. i've gotta wk on a presentation now.. cos e pw chairman has to present e best piece from e class to e whole level.. argh.. i can just 'shake my ears' doin these stuff when im supposed ta be studying 4 exams.. hiaz.. no choice.. todae was quite lethargic in class.. hot and humid weather. plus, think i did my practical wrongly.. sighs.. -yawnz- im so tired of everything.. i wish things wld be the best they'd ever be.. i dunno how it'll be like but i guess i'll know when e time comes..after school, went home w flor, huiyi and meryl.. they're really cornified.. ok. actually me too.. we were like crapping e whole way out of skool.. but its really fun.. i just cant enough of we poos.. hahaz.. ok.. will be goin 4 riding at 6 later.. will blog later tonite!! =)

2003-05-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

had napfa todae.. not bad........ i passed.. 16min plus.. quite happy.. =) -pats self on back- then had lessons.. was fallin asleep from boredom and fatigue.. heh heh.. plus it was chao hot!! cant stand e weather.. took a cab home then had ta go 4 ridin.. yay!! my favourite sport!! rode Ecce, this french horse.. was cool.. but really tired now.. well, gtg now.. gotta study and sleep soon.. really really tired... good nights... ...

2003-05-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

well.. todae realy dint do anythin much.. just lazed ard.. in e morning, went to collect repaired printer from challenger then bought lunch. ate then rushed off 4 science tuition at 2.. was fallin asleep.. tuition ended at 5.. i then went home and watched tv and crapped nonsense ta my brothers who were not even listenin ta me! =( Then packed sch bag and wrote my goals and aspirations 4 e SPEX.. 4 riding.. yeah.. well, 2.4km for napfa's tmr!.. hope i can do well.. hmmm.. im not exactly a gd runner so will just try my best.. ok.. enough crappin.. will blog tmr then.. yawnz.. Zzz.. btw.. well done ta all sn track and field gals who have done our school and themselves proud. great job!! keep it up!!

2003-05-17T06:37:00.000-07:00

ok.. today was totally terrible. had oral and listening.. obviously rusty frm pri6, i was struggles to speak fluently and read e words correctly, which i then tried but 2 no avail. haiz.. anyway, then went down ta cck stadium to support my friends.. e throwers and wanz and doris and cand and shauna and everybody else! well, it was really hot.. feelin drained frm e heat now.. then came back.. watched tv.. feelin like dozing off.. zzz.. but i have ta do my tuition hw.. so gotta get goin 4 e moment. =)

2003-05-16T06:07:00.000-07:00

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2003-05-16T03:10:00.000-07:00

whee. 5 item part 4 napfa is over! so relieved.. i did 6 pull ups! aint tt great?.. compared ta 3 last yr and 1 the yr b4.. but my elbow hurt after doin.. sobbz.. at least its over now.. well, got oral tmr then my friends have got competition tmr.. feel like goin down ta support.. hmmm.. will see how.. oh wells.. dead tired now.. gonna watch tv and then prob study cos its almost exam time.. ok.. will blog later.. =)

2003-05-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

clay and ruben r gonna fight 4 e american idol title!! clay rocks man.. =) well, was fallin asleep durin tuition 2dae.. did coordinate geometry.. quite difficult.. and napfa tmr afternoon! hope i can pass well.. anyway, gotta go finish up my ss hw.. then sleep. -yawnz-

2003-05-14T23:21:00.000-07:00

whee! i finally got a blog! so happy.. today's vesak dae but it aint much of a hol cos got lots of hw ta do! and plus examz r comin and competition too! believe me.. its not fun ta compete when u're injured.. im goin thru it now.. (right wanz?)sighs. well.. gotta go 4 tuition later.. so will blog later! =)